It seems that each function and element of a society progress like cogs and most of people including me try to involve in. Among them, people who have a closed personality or withdraw from a social life are called 'Hikikomori.' I'm not trying to talk about such social phenomenon, but about ordinary people who try to overcome invisible attack by others.
'Ordinary people', they experience and seek both survivorship and evasion from the society and do not know what type of identity they have so that get used to that environment. As one of them, I want to express universal attitude occurred from most of people. This might be our real appearance which is too universal to see.